Okay, to start with, I am blogging after 3 years. I have no idea why i stopped writing infact i never checked my blog for any updates(maybe because nobody reads it, so i feel sort of offended )..Today while going through my old posts I realized how i have grown through these years, for some reason I was quite embarrassed, I felt my posts were quite childish but I was a kid then...right? So now in the past 3 years nothing major has changed expect for i moved out of home for studies and now m in a new city with new people and new friends and i am doing my graduation, hopefully i graduate *Sigh , and now i am facing difficulty in accepting changes i.e As i am growing my body is growing more curvy and rounder so i sort of miss being super skinny as i could wear anything i wanted, but anyways enough with the girl talk.
As I am staying by myself i get a lot of alone time with myself, I am utilizing it to figure out who am i and what i want. I hope i figure it out soon. I stopped blogging and with that i stopped many things i used to do, I stopped singing , composing and writing and now i have decided i am going start it all over again, I have also started socializing, i have always been very shy and not so social(maybe because i have the fear that people will take advantage or it may turn out to be something bad)but now i am trying to overcome it. I am getting rid of my inhibitions , so I hope all these slight changes in my life, help me for good. And I have practically learnt now that "Fear is not good for great" and "change is for the greater good"...I will try to continue writing and learning and sharing it. And this time I am writing for MYSELF so i won't be offended if nobody reads it. This one is for me.
Peace ..
As I am staying by myself i get a lot of alone time with myself, I am utilizing it to figure out who am i and what i want. I hope i figure it out soon. I stopped blogging and with that i stopped many things i used to do, I stopped singing , composing and writing and now i have decided i am going start it all over again, I have also started socializing, i have always been very shy and not so social(maybe because i have the fear that people will take advantage or it may turn out to be something bad)but now i am trying to overcome it. I am getting rid of my inhibitions , so I hope all these slight changes in my life, help me for good. And I have practically learnt now that "Fear is not good for great" and "change is for the greater good"...I will try to continue writing and learning and sharing it. And this time I am writing for MYSELF so i won't be offended if nobody reads it. This one is for me.
Peace ..
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